can somebody tell me why girls go after guys who already have girlfriends. that they know they have a girlfriend and has seent them??!!??!!

yesterday after work, i went to my boyfriends job, at a restaurant to see him work and possibly get food (since i work literally less than five mintues away- walking). i walked in and saw him and he told me just to sit down at the front. as he was working, i noticed the host waving at him all girly RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. i knew she did it on purpose and had a feeling she never done that before. and they both walked passed me going in different directions, she’s staring at him in front of me.

he got off early and ate what i couldn’t finish. after we left together, i asked him, “why was she waving at you, like all girly”. he said he “didn’t know, she never did that before” and said he had noticed it too. bitch. he also said that she said, “omg, is she coming in to apply for a hostess, she is too pretty to be working here. i was going to be mad if you had your friend apply”. shut the fuck up, and quit sucking up. i know i am not THAT pretty for you to go out of your way to even say that.

fucking bitches. why do you have to put yourself in other people’s business and relationship to ruin it.

had a horrible summer last year. ended up putting myself in the hospital. sending the one person i love to jail for the night.

restraining order was put into effect right after that, from then until january 2013. i couldn’t keep away from him. sure i had fun going out dancing with friends and meeting a whole bunch of people. but the end of every night, i’d still think about him.

we had a court hearing to modify the restraining order last friday. boy, was i nervous. but hey, now we can talk, and see each other. :) :) :)